15,a girl who can think beyond your wildest dream , craving for success to be a farmer , i used to be his fairy



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Hollaaaaaaaaa :*

Pity you diary :/ mesti kau rindu aku kan ? haha ! Okay cut the crap . Act , aku tak tahu nak cerita apa so untuk cukupkan syarat kau dengar jelah cerita aku yang pelik-pelik ni . EGO . A word that obviously everyone knows , and of course a word that unpleasant people around . Girls hate egoistic . However , boys uphold their hoggish like ermmm ... okay selesai mukadimah :)

Aku ego ke ? Why why ? girls tak boleh ego ke ? Sebab perempuan takde ego lah , lelaki senang merendah-rendahkan perempuan . And girls will foolishly fall down their knees for boys . Ego tak bermaksud kita tak tolerate dengan perasaan orang tapi untuk ajar orang tolerate dengan perasaan kita. Girls , sampai bila nak menangis sebab lelaki ? I'm ego and that's why i've never cried over a guy . Lemahnya perempuan sebab senang lelaki nak sakitkan hati kita . Cuba kalau ego tu ditinggikan sikit mesti perempuan tak menangis . Ego boleh buat kita malu untuk buat perkara pelik-pelik . Isn't that good ? Ego boleh buat kita malu untuk bergaul dengan lelaki and of course batas kita pun akan terpelihara . Sebab tu lah kita kena ego ye puan-puan ?? Aku ego supaya aku kuat . So , after this please jangan pertikaikan how high my ego cause you wouldn't understand how my life makes ego that important to me . K , sekian sahaja untuk sesi kali ini puan-puan . Saya harap apa yang diketengahkan ini akan dipertimbangkan sebaik-baiknya . Thank you for lending me your eyes :) Assalamualaikum and have a nice day .
   

Soooooo , here we go ^^ 

(so , here the video my dormmates did . Malam tu diaorang bagi perintah berkurung kat aku then balik dorm takde jadi apa pun -,- then Zora ajak teman dia gosok baju padahal esok dia pakai baju sukan . haha , balik dorm nampak laptop kat tengah2 and wallpaper gambar aku ^^ Dengan bengongnya tunduk and tengok gambar aku ''lawanya gambar aku'' haha ! Then i noticed , there's a note about the video . Ada warkah sekali tapi dah lupa apa yang diaorang tulis tapi yang paling tak tahan -,- ''Kami doakan kau bahagia dengan Izzat Syahmi and bagi adik baru kat anak kau'' Haha comel je laa diaorang ni . Btw , thank you princesses :) I wishh )

2nd July 1998/2013

A date that is not important to remember for me 'before' . But for this time it is worth to remember .
The day i cry over a guy that i never thought i could live without :') Hmm . Letting him go isn't something easy for me . But I try to be strong enough for the sake of Allah's love .

   Saya dah fikir benda ni lama and sepanjang dia berubah , saya cuba bersedia untuk lepaskan dia . For sometime , he'd changed and i guess he had been thought of the same thing . Mungkin perubahan dia boleh jadi kunci untuk saya kuat lepaskan dia tapi malam tu saya khianat diri saya sendiri . Saya dah janji saya takkan menangis but in fact saya tak kuat :'c Tapi saya bukan menangis sbb dia sakitkan hati saya tapi hati saya yang sakit nak lepaskan dia . Takde seorang pun kawan saya yang sokong saya tapi semua tak faham dengan apa yang saya buat . Dia kata nak jadi kawan tapi saya kata saya lepaskan dia sepenuhnya . Pretend that we dun know each other . Why would i do that ? Sebab saya taknak kami berdua tanggung dosa lagi , cukup yang lepas . So , now kami simpan perasaan sayang dalam diam jelaaa . Saya nak dapatkan keredhaan Allah dulu . Dan keredhaan Allah itu datangnya dari keredhaan ibubapa :') Saya taknak berjaya dalam keadaan ibubapa saya tak redha . Kita tak tahu kan ibubapa kita redha ke kalau kita ada pasangan atau hubungan istimewa dengan sesiapa . Mungkin mama papa fikir saya pergi sekolah untuk belajar je tapi sebenarnya saya ada niat lain juga . Dosa nya saya :'( Saya ikhlas sayangkan dia sebab tu Allah pinjamkan kekuatan pada saya untuk lepaskan dia . Untuk bagi dia jalan cari keredhaan Allah dulu . Dari situ dia akan jadi lelaki terbaik untuk saya kan ? Saya menangis , demam kali pertama sebab lelaki yang saya sayang and benda yang sama terjadi kat dia . Hmm , sehati sejiwa kan ? Haha :') hmmm . Saya percaya kalau dia ikhlas sayangkan saya , dia tunggu saya . And InsyaAllah saya akan tunggu dia . Ya Allah , Kau pertemukan kami di rumah-Mu , Ya Allah . Jangan Kau jauhkan hati kami , perkenankanlah doaku . Amiin . Heyy , we're stranger now , right ? Keep calm and stay stay stay to your heart . Will you miss me after this ? haha , i'm overdreamt . If you still love me of course you will . I still love you , Izzat . Please don't forget me in your doa :') Jaga diri . Saya masih harapkan awak jadi imam terbaik saya . (Nothing like us - 1:27 a.m.)
Nur Afida bt. Mohd Sukri ....






Okayy , who is she ? My sister :)) Tha sakai , silly , dumber , what else ? She's everything laa . Yeaa , everything means everything to me . 19.01.1997 is her Born Day . 19.01.2013 ---> First time dpt celebrate birthday fida . Yeaa , since kiteorg masing2 duduk hostel so we don't really have time for it :( A week before the day , mintak tlg Sarah Noah buatkan kad birthday . Haha semangat kann ? At first , i'm thinking of doing it by myself but on second thought i just don't want it to be destroyed , haha ! It's just a piece of drawing block and transform into a special card :) Haha . Rase seronok sgt bila dpt wish direct and i realised before this i've never wish her -,-' how sad :'( Yeaa , now i have the chance ^.^ Being the first one to wish (not really first) But first on the special day xD Okay , enough for now .. Soon , kutuk lagi ^O^ Hohohoho *evil laugh* Kakak !! Happy Birthdayy ;) First time bg chocolate sneakers aku dgn sukarela kat org haha ! Okayy dah dah ! Bye People . Heyy , if you read this , know that aku baru je kutuk kau haha ! aku syg kau lahh ^.^ Taaa ~
Hyeeeeeeeeee xD

Okay , here i am ^.^ In 2013 , full of challenge , full of doubt , sad n what ? I've been thru so many things in the beginning and still i hav to be strong to face the next :') I've lost so many thing and i've found the new one :) Friends , maybe . Nevermind , in any way life must be go on right ? I have my family, Convent buddiez , Izzat Syahmi , and people around me . I have a great time with them ^o^ He brings all the rainbow colours to cover up those grey in my life and they make it brighter :') Thanks people . I've lost an extra pair of ears that i used to have before but there still more out there . Eventhough i can't share everything w them but i can share something . Glad i have them :) Thank You . I have Allah and i could share everything w Him ^.^ Alhamdulillah . And now , all i need to do is , wake up and walk ahead to find my own happiness and success. Ignore those haters and live my life . Take the best for the best and never look behind . The story is about you and u decide how the movie play , girl . For those who read this , do pray for me fella ;) Heyy , if you read this , i just wanna say thank you for being w me and i love you , really love you :')



                                                We used to be :')
#np Nothing Like Us - Justin Bieber .
ATTENTION !! hurmm, kita selalu takde mood lately :"( dunno why . Maybe sbb bosan mse cuti ni -,-' Rase mcm lifeless duh ! Nik thn dpan maybe tkde . Nnti tak tahu nk bercerita dgn sape ? Hopefully satu dorm dgn adek or girlfriend kita :') Blh gossip bnyk-2 ^_^ . and next year is the most precious time for me coz it will the last time for us :') Kalau ade rezeki tak nak dah stay asrama tu . And dia pon sama . So , fill a lot of my time with him . Kalau boleh :) focus study next year ^_^ Arghhh takut :'0 Okay next year target --> no malasing , no postponed , and no to all negative thing . Kena buat semua kerja sekolah , jgn buat cikgu mrh , jgn TIDUR dlm kelas , jgn stay up lebih dr pukul 12 , buat kerja sekolah mse prep petang , mlm belajar , kalau tak faham tanye org , tak blh mls belajar dgn kwn , jgn berpolitik je dgn girlfriend , elakkn mengutuk , elakkan rse cemburu , jgn ade rse dengki , dengki tgk org belajar takpe :) , and All the best for u , Aira ! Make sure ikut . Jangan setakat tulis je ! Ouh , jgn lupa jimat duit , jgn mkn je ! DIET LAH GEMOK ! Jgn ponteng koko , msuk lah ape2 pertandingan (klau dpt) , first dgn mid term trget 5A ke atas , Maths dgn science kene dpt A . BI jgn dpt B klau tak buat sit up (10kali je) haha ! , Geo target 85 ke atas , selalu bce sejarah supaya ingat n jgn lupa 6/3 birthday pakcik <3 Okayy , Taaaaa~ Fella ;) eheh, nk bgthu kita suke nickhun dah skrg haha ! -khuntoria-
Hyeee :D okay, tgh bosan :)) I think it's not too late for me to share my story w ya'll , aite ? Shall we start w Cameron ? kay, i tak pergi pon, tak dpt pergi :(  First, let see their moments in Cameron .. *excited ^_^





Fatin Nabilah bt. Is'ham


Lol !! Hey peeps :D Now, it's about my girl , Fatin Nabilah bt. Is'ham . Abba,Fatin for short . Dia comel kann ? dia lawa, dia baik, dia kelibut n semua dia . Bile dia gelabah or takut comel sgt ^_^ kdg2 dia tak matang . Seorg yg takut nak buat keputusan sendiri dan selalu mintak pendapat org lain . Gelak dia unik , suke perasan comel-,-' haha mmg comel pon ! Everything bout her just make her look so cute . Dia ade abang , wiski nmenye . Aku lupe nme betul dia lah --> Shahrul rsenye . Yeah!! Dia cepat rase serba salah n dia selalu meletakkn kesalahan kat bahu dia even itu sebenarnye bukn satu kesalahan . Hurm, aku selalu ajar dia jd strict tp x jd2 pon . tak suke klau org pijak kepala dia . Saye rapat dgn dia since form 1 . Kene anti same same , buat ape semua same same :) takut hilang dia :'( pernh problem dgn dia once tp kwn pon mcm family 'air dicincang takkan putus :)' haha ! ade seorg boy suke dia then bila abba da suke dia blek . Dia lepaskn mcm tu je . lelaki bodoh~ hurmm , Abba setia dgn dia :') Abba, kau crilah kebahagiaan kau ^_^ Aku syg kau weyh ! Jangan tinggalkn aku okay ? bye love, take care ..

Sincere,
airacomell..





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